the last week or so has been an emotional roller coaster for me. there have been ups and downs... but i'm charging through it all like a trooper. since i am a notorious list maker, im going to make a list of things that suck, and things that don't suck right now.
things that suck:
1. the rain
2. the deal with the house fell through
3. i cannot ride my bike for 2 weeks
4. i'm trapped in my house
5. i feel pretty lonely
6. i wish i could better care of amy
7. the neighbors dog barks incessantly.
8. i hate philadelphia
things that don't suck:
1. the rain is watering my garden, and keeping those goddam cats from shitting in my flowerbeds.
2. maybe i'm not supposed to live in the house that i really want to buy
(more on this later)
3. i am recovering from surgery. long story, but needed to be taken care of.
4. i love my dog.
5. Sarah and Rob came over this morning and suprised me with an amazing piece of art that i've had my eye on since i first saw it! they also gave me a tulip that was raised and cut down with love by a local amish.
6. i haven't had a cigarette for a really long time. like (5 days) and its been 12 days since i quit altogether
7. i had a long chat with oliver on the phone tonight. very much needed that.
8. it's spring.
9. the deal with the house might not have fallen through. long story.
10. i love philadelphia
(secretly i just want to run off into the woods and build a little house like this one... then i'll tend a little garden. it will be lovely.)
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